so i'm going to JB tomorrow. stay there for 1 night. early friday morning, will register myself to JKN johor.
found a house near HSA. about 5 minutes driving. i think thats very OK. apartment, master bedroom-sharing. i just said yes to the owner. malas nak cari rumah lain. plus, that house is so near to the hospital. enough. but need to buy new bed, matress, almari baju. *sigh*
i want akmal to be there with me. i want him to follow us to jb. us means my parents, my sister, my brother-s and balqish. yes, i want him to accompany me,even though i have the whole family. but, still, i want him. i know his presence will have nothing much different, but who cares. i just need him as i need my family. i need all people that i love to be there with me.
yes, this thing is such a small ordinary thing that happens everyday in life. it just i'm getting a new job. and exagerrate it. yes i know. but in KL i still have my sister around. my parents will come to KL like once in 2 months. but, we dont have any relative in JB. they will most probably visit me once in 2 years. and i will not have anyone close to me around there. i have to make new friends, new hobby, new spot to lepaks, new route to take everyday to work. all new.
so the point is - i am selfish.
i push him to take leave on friday so he can follow us. i make my sister and brother rush back to muar after they got back from thailand. hahahhaha. yes, i know. selfish kan?
mesti korang cakap : hek elehhhh...pindah JB je. cerita macam kene pindah london!
ade aku kesah?