i dont know what to update. but i wanna post something here.
life is chaotic now. upside down. NO. i think my life is a bit normal. but the mix feelings. deep inside, there is something bothering me. i just cant figure it now. at one time, i just stare at the wall and feel blank. cant remember whats in my mind that time.
i need my happy pills. bring it to me now. pretty please.